Denial Newbie looking for help

So I love watching people edge. I have played by scrolling down denial tumblrs, bdsmlrs, and porn, but I myself have only been able to edge about ten times and then cum. I can’t keep myself from going over. It’s like a wall that no matter how hard I try not to, I fall against over and over and over again.Today, I tried to edge. I told myself I was not going to cum- I even set a timer to play and when the timer buzzes- I stop. Yet, with even that I went over. I want to be denied but I need motivation. I also need to figure out ways to start a routine. I guess my question is: how do I start a schedule? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: For women: