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I am struggling. My master has ordered me to no touch (I’m only allowed to touch with permission) and no orgasms for an unknown amount of time. It’s been 19 days since I’ve given myself an orgasm. The last time I was allowed to edge was last Thursday or Friday. I keep thinking about breaking the rules, I know if I do I’d disappoint him. I’ve been doing so well. It would also mean punishment.I keep daydreaming about my vibrator. Today i could feel my clit throbbing. I clamped my legs shut and felt odd little waves that made me want to touch myself more.My master isn’t available right now or I would turn to him. How do you stay strong at these desperate times? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n