I am writing this barely having recovered from the orgasm my Owner allowed me to have after nearly a month of denial. We are long distance and he controls my orgasms from afar, and during the past weeks, he has done a spectacular job of keeping me needy, denied, conditioned to serve.We went on video call today. At first he didn’t turn on his cam so all I could see was a dark screen, while he could see my face in all neediness and vulnerability. “You will come after I count to ten” he said.“1-2-3-4-5” he said in rapid succession. Then 6. That’s when he started teasing me. Calling me names. Telling me to play with my tits and my clit. Telling me how pathetic I was. Then 7. Even more name calling. Then 8. He told me to hurt my tits, to pinch my nipples. Then 9. My breathing was getting ragged. He was amused at my horniness and desperation. Then 9.1. Aaaarrrggghhhh. 9.2, 9.3, 9.4, 9.5, 9.6, 9.7, long pause, more teasing. He knew I wouldn’t cum until he says so. 9.8……. 9.9 and there it was, “cum for me.”My body bucked and heaved for my Owner, releasing pent-up energies from weeks of denial and teasing and edging. I knew he was watching me as I writhed like a wild animal with pleasure and abandon. I could feel my pussy gushing and my clit throbbing. My orgasm felt like a cannonball increasing speed and then finally exploding into a million shards of light.When I came to, his video cam was turned on and there he was. What struck me was how calm and how controlled he was. Not salivating and horny as might be expected, but with cool detachment and not even the slightest hint of arousal. In contrast, I lay there legs splayed open, hair sticking to my face, in a post-orgasm hazy bubble.And that’s when I realized, this man truly and profoundly owns me. I have been utterly, undeniably claimed. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n