Advice needed… Help on upping the intensity of my denial?

My last orgasm was in July and I’ve been trying to edge myself pretty consistently since then. My arousal and the lack of relief have been driving me crazy and I’m in love with it. My clit randomly throbs for attention, and I’ve leaked through way too many panties. This all cumulated to yesterday when I got so mindlessly horny after edging for half an hour and just decided to go on cam for the first time. Only for it to last for less than 15 minutes due to the less than stellar comfort levels of ski mask and goggles. I’m pretty sure I edged for over 2 hours totals afterwards however, and my clit was so oversensitive and it ached so badly. By the end of it, my clit was still begging for relief and more attention even though I was twitching away after every tap.So I found out that I really enjoy toying with my clit when it is oversensitive, that I leak harder when I’m being a bit mean to myself when edging, and that being on cam is not for me. I find the idea of just flicking my clit to stop myself from going over the edge instead of stopping to cool down to be so hot, but I’ve never been able to push myself to actually do that. Do you guys have any advice or ideas on how to work myself up to be meaner to my clit or how to add edging into your daily routine? I really want to tease myself every day but somehow it’s just never happened! How do you amazing people do it? Is it weird that I find it harder to tease myself every day for two weeks than to not cum for a month? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n