I went 38 days without an orgasm and now I’ve gone almost 10 with as many as I want and I have to say, I prefer denial, or at least giving someone else control. My first orgasm after my period of denial was intense and mind-blowingly wonderful. I felt it in every nerve of my body and it lasted so long. It was an award, given to me by Sir, for my good behavior. It was earned and after being a combination of no touch, endless edges, ruins it was incredible.My online Dom and I have been taking a break on the near 24/7 dynamic we had during my denial. During this time I’ve been able to have endless orgasms. And honestly, the orgasm I give myself are nice, they just aren’t anything special. In fact, I’ve been purposefully putting off making this post because my punishment is not being allowed to touch myself. It’s only been a few days and I had my last orgasm fairly recently, but already I can feel the subtle changes taking effect.Last time I was in denial my libido skyrocketed along with my self confidence, I was able to erode mental barriers, and the increased sensitivity was a bonus.I also found that I was spending more mental energy focusing on my tasks and planning my day to comply with Sir’s orders, that I didn’t have the bandwidth to concern myself with thinking about my insecurities. I was free from my own self and let me tell you, it’s liberating. I feel sexier and more desirable than I used to. I’m also more open to trying new things. All the ‘what ifs’ are silenced and I’m having fun. Just a couple weeks ago I went out to the forest, got naked and edged myself. It was exhilarating and such a huge turn on.The only part I wasn’t prepared for when I first went into denial was how intensely I felt things. It was like my emotions had been lying dormant my whole life and suddenly they were bubbling up to the surface, demanding attention. It was slightly alarming but now I recognize it as growth and I’m learning how to be a full-grown human being.So ultimately, this is for all of you like me, who lurked and read post after post wondering if I should try it. The answer is yes, the throbbing clit and aching nipples are 100% worth it. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n