Denial Diary #8 – Please let me cum :)

I’ve been wearing weighted nipple clamps for a bit now and I’m only able to take them off after I post this, so I’m gonna write this quickly hahaMy previous posts:#1 – #2 – #3 – #4 – #5 – #6 – #7You all have the chance to help decide if I have an orgasm tonight…if you want to just skip to that scroll down a bit :)​I wasn’t able to post this update last night because I fell asleep (oops), so here’s a recap of yesterday..Sir allowed me to spend about the first half of my day relaxing (thank you!), so I didn’t do much until later that evening..I was super horny and needy so I asked sir if I could touch his clit. He asked me how I’d like to touch it and I asked if I could slap it once because I knew he wouldn’t let me rub it. He said yes and I slapped his clit as hard as I could, and it felt sooo good to just be able to touch it, even if it hurt.Sir made me get on the floor in the “Ready to Please” position, with a pillow between my legs (I’m sure you can see where this is going…)He told me to pick a number between 10 and 100, so ofc I chose 69.I had 69 minutes to hump and grind on the pillow as much as I want, but I wasn’t allowed to edge or moan at all. Thankfully, sir was extra nice and didn’t make me slap myself every time I moaned this time.I completely forgot how much I loved humping things… It’s so degrading to just furiously grind my hips against a pillow on the floor out of desperation like the little horny, slutty animal I am, not being allowed to touch and only being able to get any pleasure from such a humiliating action.Sir told me to insert 4 ice cubes in my ass before I could hump any more, so I did.Humping the pillow with the ice felt so good.. I could feel sir’s useless, denied cunt sliding across the wet spot on my pillow, my plug moving around as I rocked my hips back and forth, and now with 4 cold ice cubes sliding around inside me. This whole time, his pussy was still taped up from yesterday, and I was wearing panties, so I wasn’t even getting nearly as much pleasure as I could have been. I can only imagine how good it would feel to hump without anything on his pussy. Still, it felt amazing and completely embarrassing to have his clit rub up against the tape like that.Unfortunately, I only got to hump through like 40 of my 69 minutes, before I realized it was almost my bedtime.Sir made me go to bed at 9pm so I could wake up at 5am today. I was a little mad cuz I had to sleep so early on a Saturday night at first but I realized it was completely worth it because I might have the chance to earn an orgasm today!!! More on that later…So, I fell asleep before being able to write all this above.. now I’m gonna cover what’s already happened this morning so my update tomorrow isn’t super long.——————————————————————————————————————————————5am this morning -I got up at 5 this morning (more like stumbled out of bed) just like sir askedHe gave me a few minutes to wake up as he told me that I was gonna insert 7 ice cubes into my ass (2 at a time with small breaks in-between so I can get them all in), and that I’d be able to stroke his clit once after each ice cube.. I got so horny just from him telling me all this, god I’m such a slut :)I ripped off my tape and started to put in the ice cubesAfter the first 4 ice cubes he let me do 2 strokes after each one, and then 3 strokes after the 7th and 8th ones. Oh yeah, I ended up putting in 8 instead of the initially planned 7.Those few strokes felt so good… after having his denied pussy rub up against the pillow so much, now being able to touch it directly was so amazing. After every stroke I just couldn’t help but moan. I’m getting so wet right now just thinking about it :)I put in the last ice cubes and plugged myself again, and I felt soooo fucking FULL. I’ve never had this much water, or anything, in my ass before. Every time I moved at all I felt all the cold water shift around inside me.Of course sir made me do 25 jumping jacks with all of it in me :)Then sir made me put on my weighted nipple clamps and write “I’m your good little girl” for 4 pages, single spaced. I’m his good little girl :)He didn’t allow me to take off the clamps until I did that and posted this update.——————————————————————————————————————————————So, about that orgasm…Sir told me to check this subreddit, because he had made a post (it was on his older reddit account, still him though). He made a poll asking if I should be allowed to have an orgasm. Not surprisingly, the community response was an overwhelming “no” hahaha…Turns out he was pretty set on giving me an orgasm today, but with so many people voting no he is reconsidering…Sir wants me to try and convince people to allow me to cum today by publicly begging in this update… so humiliating..Of course, as always, the decision is his. Whatever happens on here is ultimately irrelevant because he is the one who owns my orgasms and my body.So, for every person that votes to allow me to cum, I will edge once :)I know what you’re thinking, and yes, I ran this past sir and he’s ok with it. I’ll edge once for every vote that thinks I should have an orgasm today, whether or not I actually get the orgasm. In fact, I have to do all the edges before I even know if I get to cum or not. So who knows, maybe I’ll have to edge like 200 times only for him to deny me completely..I haven’t had an orgasm in over 4 months now, and I’ve completely forgotten what it even feels like. The ability to freely orgasm is just a distant memory to me now. If I’m able to orgasm today, I’ll get to experience that again so sir can tease me endlessly about how good it felt and how I’m not gonna feel that again for a loooong time.. you want that, don’t you? :)In fact, I’ll make it even better.. if you vote yes, feel free to send me a picture or something, I’ll edge to it. It can be anything, a picture of yourself (idc if you’re male, female, whatever), a picture of something else, a naughty message, or if you just send anything I’ll read your name out loud as I edgeMy DM’s are completely open :)How pathetic, I guess this is how low I’ll stoop just to try and convince sir I deserve an orgasm :)Click here for the post where you can vote..As of now there are already 52 votes for yes.. if you already voted you can still send me something if you want :)If you said no, that’s fine too hehe​I’m so nervous for today!!! Maybe sir will say I’m allowed to have an orgasm, and then take it away last second.. I know he loves playing mind games like that with me so I can’t really expect anything. I’m hoping so much that he lets me cum…I’m so desperateTime to try and fall asleep again with 8 ice cubes in me :)Thank you for reading!!! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n