Month: September 2020

Should I get circumcised?

If I get circumcised I won’t be able to cum, at all. I’ll keep my libia, but I’ll remove my clit. I’ll still be able to enjoy sex and masturbating. But personally I’m unable to cum without clit stimulation. If I do get circumcised that’s going to make me unable to cum forever. I’m asking this because I’ve disobeyed my master a lot by cumming on accident. And we’ve already tried a lot of things. So we’re thinking about if we should take a more drastic solution.My master will be making the final decision. But he’ll be heavily influenced by the poll if the results are one sided.View Poll female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

ORGASM DIARY #1 – FIRST ORGASM IN 4 MONTHS

I”M SORRY FOR THE ALL CAPS SPAM BUT I JUST HAD MY FIRST ORGASM IN OVER 4 MONTHS LOLHERES MY OLDER POSTS BLAH BLAH BLAH#1 – #2 – #3 – #4 – #5 – #6 – #7 – #8​Omg I really need to calmm down holy shit.. my hands are still so shaky I can barely typeSo basically, I’ll just start with what happened after I got up (the second time) today.. If you want to know what happened earlier this morning I described it in my last post (Diary #8)I guess begging people to let me cum turned out decently well, I got a fair bit more votes on Sir’s poll from last night. Thank you so much to everybody who helped with that!!!So basically I was home alone again for a few hours and Sir was still asleep… I was so fucking horny so I got a bunch of clothespins and put like, 5 around each of my tits and then one on my tongue. I watched porn sitting in my chair with my legs spread, playing with my nipples and drooling like the little slut I am. I drooled so much that the “SLUT” I had written across my chest got all smudged up lol..Of course, sir’s clit got absolutely no attention..Fast forward a bit… sir told me that I would be allowed to cum!!!!!!!!!!!!!I was so fucking excited, I don’t think one sentence has ever made me more excited before.However, I must thank u/coyotetrashh for helping me get an orgasm!! She made a deal with sir that I would get to cum today if she could also be dommed by sir and join in on the fun.. so I guess we are partners in crime until further notice :)We started by both putting bobby pins on our nipples (she got to choose hehe), and the person who lasted the longest would get to edge freely for 10 minutes. Since I already had my nipples clamped twice today, my nipples were already so sensitive! Unfortunately I lost heheCoyote got to play with herself for 10 minutes, and I’m kinda embarrassed at how much I enjoyed seeing her able to edge while I was stuck playing with my nipples, denied. Also, sir said I’m not allowed to moan and ofc I had to slap myself every time I did.So… Sir’s poll got 62 votes to let me cum after I posted my update this morning.. so I had to stick true to my word and edge 62 times. Thank you for everybody who voted, I edged once for you :)Sir told me I could start the edges right after I finished eating. I don’t think I’ve ever eaten dinner that quickly.Sir put me in the Nadu position and Coyote in the Modest Kneel. She was to edge freely as I did my 62.I gagged myself with my soaked panties and started to edge. It felt so fucking good knowing that I would be able to cum at the end. I told sir I was completely dripping wet so he made me put another pair of panties in his pussy. I was now completely stuffed in every hole. A pair of panties in my mouth, one in sir’s pussy, and 8 ice cubes worth of water in my ass from this morning. And of course, my plug :)After around 40 edges, sir made me say “I’m your good little girl” after every edge. This was suuuch a turn on for me. I have a soft spot for when he calls me a good girl heheAnd not being able to moan during the whole process was so frustrating.. I had to slap myself so much cuz it felt so good I couldn’t help a few whimpers slip out.Sir made me change position and I asked if I could tie my legs together in this position. Of course, he said yes :)I also put tape over my mouth at this point to keep my panties in there.Almost to 62 now, Sir made me put on my weighted nipple clamps. I was so fucking desperate, I was LITERALLY on my knees begging sir to let me orgasm. So, he began counting down from 10…On “1”, I came harder than I ever have before.OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUUUUCUUCUCUCUCUUCUCKCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKI had COMPLETELY forgotten just how fucking good that felt.. that was my first time having an orgasm in at least 4 months. HOLY SHIT. I am MAD JEALOUS of all the people out there who can just, do that WHENEVER THEY WANT??? I completely forgot what I was missing out on at this point, it was so, so so fucking good to feel that again. I literally almost started crying cuz it felt so goodI was just like, convulsing on the ground in pure fucking euphoria for like a full minute. It just felt like my entire body exploded and my soul ripped away into another dimension or some sci-fi shit like that.Then I started laughing.Idk why, but I just started laughing so hard. I couldn’t stop. I was just so unbelievably happy and felt so warm and nice everywhere reality just melted away and it was just the funniest thing to me. I think I held a solid smile for like 30 minutes nonstop after that. I was still shaking so much at this point I literally could not get up. I just laid there on the floor for a while, laughing, completely exhausted. I don’t even know what else to say other than I’m still pretty shaky from that. I came so hard I gave myself a massive fucking headache lmao.I don’t even know who to thank for this orgasm, everyone i guess idk, the universe. Sir especially :)This orgasm was the happiest I’ve been in months holy shit, I can’t wait for sir to tease me and rub in my face how I’m not gonna be able to feel that sensation again for a long time. In fact, he’s put Coyote and I on no touch for the next week, so stay tuned to see my brain completely melt during that :)If you have more ideas on how to torture me/coyote please message Sir (u/dominatedme) with your lovely input :)Thank you for reading!!! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n