Month: September 2020

Day 2 of chastity (AKA Pixel’s failure)

So a few things have gone awry. One, I actually did sleep in the belt! However I think I tensed my ass in my sleep because I woke up feeling like the belt was trying to separate my butt cheeks from my ass. It Hurt. Like. Hell. Because of this, I haven’t put the belt back on since I took it off this morning because I have some bruises in some really weird places! Fucking WHOOPS.Secondly, I realized that I have quite a bit of heavy lifting to do tomorrow (its move boxes downstairs day) so wearing a bit chunky piece of metal over my hips and ass seems like a terrible if not borderline dangerous idea. So! I’m not doing that! This also means that I’m moving up my orgasm day to tonight. I guess its still TECHNICALLY tomorrow since I’m doing it in the early early AM.This post thus far has been a detailing of “Ways Pixel is an Idiot and gets too overzealous about their toys” and I am disappointed in myself for not being able to keep the promises I made, but honestly this is not that much of a loss. I do not think I can get more desperate than I already am. Loosing one day is not that big of a deal.So the updated game plan is as follows: I’m not wearing the belt today. I have to give myself as much time to heal as possible even if its only a little bit. I have somethings to do tonight with my family but when those are over I will be re-belting myself with the plug in for until people are definitely asleep, and then I’ll start my 4 hours of teasing, and eventual orgasm.I am really looking forward to it though, and wearing the belt IS fun for sure. Especially if I get turned on while wearing it because its a lot easier to feel how wet I am lmfao. But more than 5 hours straight is not doable.If I get another belt I’ll for sure be getting one that’s a cable through the ass and not a little butthole circle. I get this one for long term wear but I just not built correctly for it. I’ll definitely be using it during the times I’m too tempted to cum but its unfortunately not going to be the long-term chastity belt I was hoping for. Oh well! Gotta learn somehow.When I start my teasing/plug wearing I’ll make a post on my personal page and then update it hourly so I don’t spam this sub or make too much work for the mods to keep checking my post over and over haha. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

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Advice needed… Help on upping the intensity of my denial?

My last orgasm was in July and I’ve been trying to edge myself pretty consistently since then. My arousal and the lack of relief have been driving me crazy and I’m in love with it. My clit randomly throbs for attention, and I’ve leaked through way too many panties. This all cumulated to yesterday when I got so mindlessly horny after edging for half an hour and just decided to go on cam for the first time. Only for it to last for less than 15 minutes due to the less than stellar comfort levels of ski mask and goggles. I’m pretty sure I edged for over 2 hours totals afterwards however, and my clit was so oversensitive and it ached so badly. By the end of it, my clit was still begging for relief and more attention even though I was twitching away after every tap.So I found out that I really enjoy toying with my clit when it is oversensitive, that I leak harder when I’m being a bit mean to myself when edging, and that being on cam is not for me. I find the idea of just flicking my clit to stop myself from going over the edge instead of stopping to cool down to be so hot, but I’ve never been able to push myself to actually do that. Do you guys have any advice or ideas on how to work myself up to be meaner to my clit or how to add edging into your daily routine? I really want to tease myself every day but somehow it’s just never happened! How do you amazing people do it? Is it weird that I find it harder to tease myself every day for two weeks than to not cum for a month? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n