Hello again!It’s now been 28 days since my last orgasm. I honestly thought it would get harder as I kept going, but I hope this is motivation for anyone who wants to try denial – it really does get easier. I feel like my pussy has accepted that cumming isn’t for me anymore. I fantasize about edges and ruins more than I do about cumming, since I know I’ll lose all my neediness if I cum.I’ve done 382 edges and 5 ruins now. My last ruin was the hardest ruin I’ve ever had in my life. I’ve been on no-touch since Saturday, so I was already desperate, but for my ruin I had to pump my clit until it was nearly ready to burst and then tease it with a light makeup brush until I ruined. It only took me 4 minutes. I almost thought it was a real orgasm. After maybe 30 seconds I was already back on the edge, and still not allowed to touch at all.I have to complete my full week of no-touch, then my next biggest challenge is a full week of edging marathons. My record is 100 edges in a little under two hours, so my dom has challenged me to complete at least 200 edges every day. No ruins, obviously no real orgasms. I’m also to keep my pussy pumped 4 times a day so I stay sensitive. When I’m sitting in my desk for work, I must have my nipples pumped and then clamped, my gag in, and both holes stuffed. I don’t know how I’ll survive the week, if I’m being honest, I’m already so sensitive that with this much torture I could ruin. And accidental ruins are punishable by fitting my 12 inch dildo in my ass and 100 hits with a wooden spoon to each tit and to my clit.But, after I finish the week I’m allowed to cum! For real! I get one week of cumming as much as I’d like, since after that, we’ve decided what’s best for me will be cumming just five times a year. I’m better when I’m denied, after all ☺️ female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n