I love not coming

Holy shit. I’m relatively new to this (I’ve been keeping track of my edges and trying not to come since late September). At first it was just a fun thing to do but now it’s overwhelming. It feels so fucking good not to come and I feel so sharp and turned on all the time.Orgasms are so disappointing — they’re a moment (at most a minute) of sharp pleasure and then a falloff to nothing and you feel bored and kind of empty and maybe disgusted with yourself if you’re as kinky as I am. And disappointed.But now that I’m just edging it’s so much better. It’s a constant level of pleasure that’s not quite an orgasm but lasts for so long. I just edged 69 times (lol) and finally managed to break my record without accidentally ruining, and I’m still coming down from that high 20 minutes later. I’m so desperate for relief but at the same time it feels so fucking good. It almost feels like cheating that it feels as good as it does? Like I got into this to deny myself pleasure but instead I’m getting far more.It’s also got me wanting to experiment in other ways. Like I want to train my ass to wear a plug all the time. I want to try chastity. I haven’t been horny like this since I was a teenager this is incredible. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n