Another day, another 200 edges! I finished yesterday with a total of 205 edges, and so far today I’ve completed 120 edges, bringing my 30 days of denial to 699 edges (hardly fair when you consider how many of those days were no touch!)Day two is so much harder and makes me realize how difficult this week is going to be for me. Usually edging is a pleasant, bright and sharp sensation and I know immediately when to stop. But these edges are deep and hot and rise from out of my pussy, and sneak up on me with little warning. I’ve been able to avoid ruining by practicing relaxing my muscles and breathing deeply and evenly, but my poor teased pussy so badly wants to have its way. I can’t even tell it to just hang in there for a few more days, since my planned orgasm on the 31st is a very solid “maybe”.This morning I woke up early, pumped my pussy, and focused on tormenting my clit to as many edges as I could before I had to go to work. I managed to get 65 in, then throughout the day I’ve been edging at my desk as well, and in the bathroom, and on the couch, and sneaking back to my room for more… yeah, I’m addicted. And since my dom has asked me to post daily updates now for hard edging week, I’ve been having a lot of fun (is that the right word?) thinking about how best to show all you lovely enablers my state of dishevelment. Today I used one of my glass plugs and gently rubbed my clit until I was riding right on the edge. You can see my ass and pussy clenching and trying to get over the edge.An unintended side effect is how deeply submissive this is all making me. As I edge again and again I daydream about being cuffed and gagged and placed in a corner somewhere for everyone to see me as I’m remotely edged. I want to be someone’s little plaything, and they could stroke my hair and gently tell me that orgasms aren’t for silly girls like me. Silly girls like me just get to edge and edge. Even a ruin is a generous gift, and more relief than I really deserve.I want to cum, so badly, and I don’t think that’ll ever change, but the important part is that I LOVE wanting to cum. That’s my favourite way to be. If I didn’t want it, then my denial wouldn’t have a real purpose.Also, an updated toy list, since I’ve been busy: 3 glass plugs, 4 silicon plugs, silver and purple vibrating dildos, nipple clamps, clit and nipple suckers, pussy pump, gag, textured bullet vibe, g-spot vibe, and the massive 12 inch suction cup dildo. I’m allowed to freely edge this week so if any of you have inventive edging techniques to entertain my dom, please let me know!Happy edging ☺️ female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n