[F19] An update on my plugged denial!

Hi all! Apologies for not giving another update sooner. I had a busy past few days and also not many note worthy things happened since the last update.Unfortunately, my stomach hasn’t been feeling amazing the past couple of days, so I decided to either only do light plugging or none. It’s sad though cause my ass definitely wanted to be plugged more, as did I, but I just figured it would make me feel more sick if I did it. I will say though that although there isn’t a full association between being plugged and getting to edge/be horny, I definitely have noticed a little less horniness when my ass isn’t stuffed and full compared to the constant desire to touch and edge when I’m plugged.I also had two ruined orgasms the other day. The first one snuck up on me since I was plugged when it happened and I didn’t even notice I was about to cum until it was too late. I ended up soaking my panties as the ruined contractions made me dribble all over myself instead of squirt. The second ruin happened while unplugged. I was edging right before bed as I have done every night and just couldn’t keep my hand off my pussy. I figured one more light touch would be fine and then I would take my hand away, I was wrong though, and that one touch was enough to send me over the edge. I felt like such a slut lying in bed having just soaked my panties again twice in one day. The ruined orgasms are so frustrating! I just sit there, hands off my pussy, as I feel all the orgasmic contractions happening as my pussy and ass clench up, but I don’t get that amazing mind rush of euphoria. I just have to sit there as I feel the wet spot in my panties grow and stick to me. My body doesn’t even shake or tense up. They’re so disappointing :(I stopped exploring bathroom control since although I enjoyed it, and I found it a bit hot, I was too worried I was going to have an accident in my room and be unable to clean it up properly. Maybe another time I’ll try to explore it more!I’m hoping to plug my ass more today since I’ve been feeling better as well! I feel so slutty having a metal plug in my ass with my roommate so close to me. I especially love taking a walk to the local coffee store and just clenching on the plug in public!On another note, I just don’t know how many more days of denial I’m going to do. There’s a chance this is my last update for now since I feel like there isn’t much else to cover in these posts. I might still try to go until the middle/end of this week though. I definitely am very desperate to feel a real orgasm again though since all those ruins don’t feel super great. They just leave me not feeling horny for an hour or so, and then it all comes back again.If you have any suggestions for tasks I should complete in this second week of denial to keep things interesting (mainly relating to my ass being plugged and pussy denied), please leave them in the comments! I’ll try to incorporate the ones I like into my current edging and plugging routine!Hope you enjoyed the update!As always, only comments, no DMs or messages! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n