I adore orgasm denial. I take it very seriously and I give it my all.It makes me feel sexier. Hotter. I walk with more rawr. My hips sway with more oomph. When I hit about Day 10, I start to feel generally pretty phenomenal about life, myself and people around me. Even my hair seems more shiny. When I hit the 2 week mark, I feel like I can handle just about anything.When I’m doing it for somebody, my God…it hits all of my buttons with a very heavy sledgehammer. I find it an incredibly submissive and intimate experience to share with someone. I have been held accountable before and it felt dreamy.However. When I reach around the 20 day mark, everything starts to go insane. Everything seems phallic shaped in someway. Door knobs. Pots and pans. Fridge produce. I constantly feel like a tightly coiled spring. I feel that if I just touch myself ever so lightly, then I will dissolve into a puddle of frustration on the floor. Alas, when this happens, I am doomed to failure. Typically, I’ll be edging, full of good intentions about stopping in time and…bang. I actually take the failure pretty bad, all of that hard work down the drain and I feel genuinely disheartened.I would dearly love to deny myself for longer and to hang on to those wonderful feelings but I have never gotten past day 21.Those of you that go longer, how in the holy heck do you manage to do this!? I am in awe of you.X female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n