Today is day 17 of the edging and teasing journal. We’re coming up on 20 days, which is pretty cool. I’m excited because it means I’m getting closer and closer to being allowed to cum. But still, lots of days left.We did some edging this morning. While my boyfriend was showering, I was a little too horny, and I started touching myself. After he was done, I didn’t really hear that the water and everything had turned off, so he ended up walking in on me. I’m not supposed to be touching myself right now. I didn’t wait to see if I’d be spanked, I just asked if he’d lick my pussy, and he agreed. He got down, and went to town on my little wet pussy. I had to beg a little bit for him to lick my clit, but not too much.Today I was kind of seeing colors, as I have during this denial. I see patterns and colors in my mind. Today was simple, it was warm gray waves, I could both see and feel them.He was licking my clit, and he got me to the edge. We have this signal, where we tap the other person whenever we’re on the edge, so the giver can adjust and make sure the receiver doesn’t cum too early. He was really pushing it today, and barely letting up with his tongue when I tapped. It was driving me crazy. It makes it really difficult to not orgasm when the pleasure is continuing to be really intense, and you’ll be in big trouble if you do cum. I was sitting two seconds away from intense bliss and pleasure.After that, I sucked his dick again, since you know how much I like that. As you could imagine, since we just finished both those activities, I am dripping wet. I really like getting to give him pleasure, especially when I make him cum. It actually distracts me from my own denial, but also frustrates me sexually. Why did I start with 30 days??? If I’d done 15, I could’ve cum already!Can you imagine how good it’s going to feel when I finally get to cum? I’m going to want to cum a bunch of times, in a bunch of ways: On his face, on his dick, in multiple positions…but I still have 13 days to get through. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n