Denial log, day 4:

Task 1: I am doing my coin flip and position/location container task. I get 3 minutes to worship my dildo with my mouth or to slowly fuck my pussy. After, I may put my dildo on top of a towel covered pillow and lay down on top of it and grind my pussy on it slowly for 3 minutes. I will do this 6 times with at least 20 minutes in between each round.1: tails, face down and ass up on the floor at the end of my bed, finished at 9:15 amGod it feels so good to push my dildo in and out of me after having it just stuffed inside me making me so squirmy while I finished up yesterday’s log. I started to fuck myself faster but it’s like my pussy has learned that my dildo is just to make sure sir’s cock sleeve stays nice and wet and needy for him, not to fuck me hard and fast. It started clenching around my dildo and my pussy is already so tight that it forced me to keep my slow, deep motions like I’m supposed to. Grinding my clitty and pussy on my dildo like this 6 whole times today is going to make me nothing but a sopping mess. I didn’t want to lose all the control sir has helped me with so far so I helped myself focus by messaging sir while I grinded my exposed little clitty.I messaged sir, “I’m rubbing my pussy on my dildo now and I wanted you to know that all I can think about is how much I wish it was your cock I was rubbing all my juices over. I’m so happy you keep me such a needy slut, not just my pussy but my brain too.”2: tails, one leg up, one leg down on back on end of bed, started at 9:38, finished at 9:45I still can’t believe how tight my pussy is in this position! My arm is tired now from forcing my dildo inside me for three minutes. Now I have an extra thing aching to remind me of what a slutty kitty I am for sir! My clit is getting so worked up from teasing it on my dildo while it’s exposed! The wetter I am the faster my clit hood gets pulled back and the more the sensation of dragging my little clit along a cock makes me squirm! Thank you sir for letting me play like this!3: tails again! On my back with my legs spread on the floor beside my bed. Started at 10:48 ended at 10:56My pussy is so swollen and needy that every time I pushed the dildo inside me I just grinded hard against my gspot! Thank you so so much sir for letting me fill my pussy today! When I finally took the dildo out, so much juice came gushing out of that I heard it! I was so soaked because of that, that when I was grinding my pussy against my dildo my lips and clit just kept slipping all over the place and I couldn’t keep good contact! By the end of my 3 minutes I was just a whimpering, achy mess. I had to lie there for a minute before I could even write this.Update: I had to put panties on already because I’m so drippy! They feel like a punishment now, like my pussy is locked away from me. At least I’m dripping like crazy for sir! I’ll have no problem keeping his cock wet for him! 😁Update: Sir sent me a gift card to buy some new toys for him to tease me with! I ordered some new butt plugs so I can be an even better butt slut for sir, and some new nipple clamps that I can wear under my clothes so that sir can tease my nipples even in between tasks if he decides to! I’m sure sir will want to test them out on me as soon as they get here 😁4: tails, sitting with feet together and knees apart on the floor beside my bed, I got too excited and forgot to check my start and end time, but I’m finishing this part of the log at 12:21.I can’t believe what a lucky slutty kitty I am today with flipping all these tails! My pussy obviously needs to be filled today for sir. I asked if I he would allow me to fuck my pussy faster this round because it’s my favourite position to fill my pussy in! I told him I wouldn’t ask again all day.Sir said yes! I was allowed to fuck my pussy hard and fast and pinch my nipples too! I had to wear my slutty school girl skirt and I’m not allowed to grind my pussy and clit on my dildo after but sir was more than fair to let me do this! I also had to record myself so that I can listen to how much of a soaking wet slutty kitty I am later, and I was supposed to whisper “Fuck your slutty kitty. Thank you for letting me ride your cock” while I was fucking myself. I forgot the exact words though so I said, “thank you sir for letting me fuck my slutty pussy” instead. I apologized to sir and he said that it was okay, I just got too excited and I will have to say the original phrase later.I think I might be squirting, not just being super wet when I take my dildo out! I’ve squirted before but only when I really played hard with my little clitty! I hope sir is happy at how soaked I’m always going to be now if this keeps up!5: heads, face down, ass up on the floor at the end of my bed. Started at 12:51, ended at 1:00After using my pussy so much it was so frustrating to have my soaking wet, bare clitty and asshole just exposed with the cool breeze against it! I’m glad I got heads though, I don’t want to get too used to having my pussy used that much. After spraying my dildo twice today, I feel like I could taste how slutty I am on it. Thinking about sir fucking my pussy to make his cock feel good and then letting me worship his cock while he came down my throat so that I didn’t get too much pleasure from my pussy made me literally leak so much that a trail of my juice ran down my tummy and between my boobs! I’m going to leave it there to remind myself what a drippy slutty kitty I am. I hope sir is happy that I chose to do that on my own.After getting myself so worked up during my last task and then not being allowed to grind on my dildo, my clit was even more sensitive than usual. Especially when sliding over the bump where the head of the cock starts 🤤 it’s getting easier to stop when my alarm goes off because I like being a good slut for sir so much, but it’s not getting any less frustrating!Update: I’m so excited to get to finish my tasks for sir that I’m just laying in bed naked with my legs and pussy spread wide, waiting for my 20 minutes to be up. Every so often I can feel another drop run out of my pussy and down my ass. I wish sir could feel how easy my ass would be to slide his cock into so that I could be his perfect butt slut.6: tails, standing with one leg propped up on my headboardThis was such a good position for my pussy too! My pussy was really easy to slide into at first this time which is new, I usually have to almost force the dildo inside on the first thrust because I’m so tight! I guess it was extra in need of being filled! The inside definitely swelled while I was working it because I could feel my gspot pushing harder and harder against the dildo. I got so wet that my entire dildo was covered, and it was so slimy that it was hard to hold, I ended up having to use both hands which just made me feel like a desperate slut. Probably because I am!This is the best my clit has felt grinding against the soaking dildo. My toes were curled the whole time and when I had to stop, I slid my pussy off the tip of it and that made my whole body twitch and squirm.Treat task: sir is giving me a treat for do my tasks so well! I am to change into my slutty schoolgirl costume and spread my legs in front of the mirror. I will brush my nipples just until they are hard and then clamp them with clothespins. I will insert my butt plug and squeeze around it. Then I may use my brush to brush up and down and side to side on my clit for 3 minutes but I have to go slowly and I can’t take the brush off. Then I get another 3 minutes to twirl the brush on my exposed clit instead of brushing it so that the bristles hit every bit of my sensitive slut button. When I’m finished that, I must put a thumb on either side of my little clitty and stroke up and down with gentle pressure while I listen to the audio I made earlier of me fucking my pussy hard. The whole time, I will think about sitting on sir’s lap squeezing my ass around his cock while he is the one who teases his drippy kitty’s clitty.During this treat my ass felt so full! I ended up edging 2 times and I’m so glad sir let me play with my clit again! It’s so needy and achy now though that it’s turning purple 🤤 twisting the brush on it was so intense but also such a light sensation at the same time that it made me so squirmy I had trouble keeping the brush right on my clit a few times. The whole task I imagined I was sitting on sir’s lap, squeezing around his cock with my ass while he played with my clitty, just like he said to. I automatically said out loud, “thank you for brushing my kitty slut button sir” and I’m so happy that my brain is starting to think that way on its own! The clothespins on my nipples felt so good, I put my top back over them so they were clamping but also pulling on my sensitive little nipples.Task 2: since I got to use my pussy so much already today, sir wants me to only use my mouth so I can be a good suck slut too. I may choose which position but cannot do the same position twice in a row. While worshipping my dildo I may cup my hand over my pussy and press against my clit with my palm but I may not rub or grind. After 3 minutes of this I am to bend over and lightly spank myself while whispering, “mmm, spank your slutty kitty. Thank you for using my mouth”. Again, I must do 6 rotations with at least 20 minutes between each.1: laid on my tummy, brought my knees up and spread them out at the hip, and arched my back so my pussy was fully exposed from the back. Started at 3:30, ended at 3:34Just cupping my pussy was so hard, it made me so wet that it was seeping out between my fingers. My clit is going to be so hungry for more attention after these tasks!I might have spanked harder than sir intended, but I’m so horny and desperate that I couldn’t help it while I was saying my line. I’m so achy now that I’m going to stay in this position for a little while longer just grinding on the air 🙊2: on my back with my head hanging off my bed. Started at 3:58, ended at 4:02It feels like my clit is going to burst it’s so achy! Thank you sir for not letting me play with it, I need it to get needier like this first. I pictured sir slowly pushing his cock down my throat while I was worshipping my dildo, I really wish I could be sliding my wet pussy along it right now too.3: sitting on my heels with my knees spread wide to make me feel extra subby. Started at 4:22, ended at 4:25I was dripping through my fingers again! I could feel my pussy and clitty throbbing against my hand and it drove me wild to feel how needy I’m becoming. Sucking on my dildo in this position also just makes me feel like the perfect little sub slut 😁 I kept thinking about how I wish I could show sir how good my mouth could make his cock feel while he watched me catching my juices in my hands and using it to keep his dick extra wet.4: laid on my tummy, brought my knees up and spread them out at the hip, and arched my back so my pussy was fully exposed from the back. Started at 4:56, ended at 5:00My pussy wasn’t as wet this time, at least it wasn’t pouring out of me like it has been. It was so achy though! Going from so much attention earlier to nothing is so frustrating but it’s good for making me a needy slut. I love slapping my ass like this 😳 it’s just a little bit degrading and I’m happy sir wants me to feel like that sometimes.5: on my back with my head hanging off my bed. Started at 5:21, ended at 5:25I want this dildo to be sir’s cock so badly. This position makes me think non stop about how much I want to taste sir’s cum shooting down my throat while I squirm and he tells me how good of a kitty I’m being for him. It’s getting so much harder for me to not grind my pussy against my hand but I’m not allowed and I have to try so hard to keep being good.6: sitting on my heels with my knees spread wide to make me feel extra subby. Started at 7:07, ended at 7:10I had to move my heels out from under me because I was so close to grinding into them. I had fun really sucking on the dildo so sloppily this time! I had drool all down my chin and dripping onto my chest and combining with my pussy juices.I did my slaps a little bit harder this round so that I could leave a little red mark to maybe show sir! I hope he’s happy and not upset that I spanked myself a little harder 😬Extra: Sir also said that I’m allowed to upload the audio I took earlier to my OnlyFans, so if you all would like to hear me you can!Task 3/Treat task: I am to spread my legs in the air and push my dildo deep inside my pussy and keep it there, no fucking or grinding. I may use my headboard to support my legs and I pushed the end of the dildo against it as well to make sure it didn’t move. For 5 minutes like this I can roll my nipples between two fingers, pinch them, all that good stuff. While doing this I am to imagine sir’s cock resting deep inside me while he plays with my nipples. Then I will lean over my bed and slowly fuck my pussy for 5 minutes but I am not allowed to touch my clit. I will whisper dirty things for sir and remember them so I can tell him what I said.I can’t wish hard enough that it was sir’s cock filling me up and making my pussy clench around it while he rolled and pinched my nipples. That 5 minutes went by way too fast! So did the next 5 too though!I was fucking myself slowly but the angle must have been perfect because so much juice built up wanting me to squirt I could barely even fit the dildo inside my pussy when I pushed super hard! I wanted to keep all that in though because I don’t want the release before bed! I want to go to sleep and wake up a perfectly needy slut for sir. Sir said after that I am allowed to squirt, but we will treat them like edges so I must keep track of them.While I was spanking myself I was saying things like, “thank you for fucking my needy pussy, sir”, “I’m just sir’s desperate cocksleeve”, “my slutty ass needs to be spanked”, “it feels so good to fuck sir’s slutty pussy”, and “I’m sir’s drippy, brainless, slut”. It felt so good saying those things because they’re true, I can’t even decide for myself when to cum or how to play with my pussy. I need sir to make all those decisions for me. Like sir said, he controls my slut button, mouth, nipples, pussy, and ass. They basically belong to sir now.When I messaged sir this morning I wasn’t as drippy as I have been. I was super horny and needy but only a little wet so sir wanted me to brush my clit until I was super drippy. Enough to push my butt plug into my ass with only my own juices as lube! I was to time myself and it took 5 minutes and 51 seconds, and I edged one time as well.Since I was a good drippy kitty again, I inserted my plug and have been clenching and dripping and squirming around it the whole time I’ve been spellchecking and finishing up this log. It’s fun to imagine that it’s not a plug but that every morning I sit down on sir’s cock to keep it nice and warm and it keeps me nice and needy while I write my log for so many strangers to read 😊 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n