Unintentionally Edging?

Hi everyone!Long timer lurker here! Long story short, orgasm denial is a kink of mine (obviously) but I’ve had problems when it comes to actually doing it. I’ve cum maybe 5-6 times in my life… I know. My sex life is great, my boyfriend is great, but still. I have a very hard time cumming, I always have, but now I’m on a A LOT of antidepressants so any growth id have had from sexually maturing is gone. I get the sensation but its like I just hit a wall and I cant go any farther. Don’t get me wrong, it feels great…. but not good enough. How do I get in on orgasm denial when I’m denying myself anyway against my will? Part of it is making yourself stop right? Its mental, knowing you have to, right? But if for me it is inevitable anyway, what is it other than normal masturbating for me? And I dont just stay horny or whatever, its just gone most of the timeSo… how can I partake? If I cant finish anyway does it even count as edging or orgasm denial? Or is it super edging? There’s no build up, btw, I dont know if thats a normal feature of edging. I usually like the mental stuff anyway (humiliation, degradation, dirty talk, etc.), so how would you suggest I participate? I’d love to be able to contribute. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n