Finally allowed to cum after nearly a month

I am writing this barely having recovered from the orgasm my Owner allowed me to have after nearly a month of denial. We are long distance and he controls my orgasms from afar, and during the past weeks, he has done a spectacular job of keeping me needy, denied, conditioned to serve.We went on video call today. At first he didn’t turn on his cam so all I could see was a dark screen, while he could see my face in all neediness and vulnerability. “You will come after I count to ten” he said.“1-2-3-4-5” he said in rapid succession. Then 6. That’s when he started teasing me. Calling me names. Telling me to play with my tits and my clit. Telling me how pathetic I was. Then 7. Even more name calling. Then 8. He told me to hurt my tits, to pinch my nipples. Then 9. My breathing was getting ragged. He was amused at my horniness and desperation. Then 9.1. Aaaarrrggghhhh. 9.2, 9.3, 9.4, 9.5, 9.6, 9.7, long pause, more teasing. He knew I wouldn’t cum until he says so. 9.8……. 9.9 and there it was, “cum for me.”My body bucked and heaved for my Owner, releasing pent-up energies from weeks of denial and teasing and edging. I knew he was watching me as I writhed like a wild animal with pleasure and abandon. I could feel my pussy gushing and my clit throbbing. My orgasm felt like a cannonball increasing speed and then finally exploding into a million shards of light.When I came to, his video cam was turned on and there he was. What struck me was how calm and how controlled he was. Not salivating and horny as might be expected, but with cool detachment and not even the slightest hint of arousal. In contrast, I lay there legs splayed open, hair sticking to my face, in a post-orgasm hazy bubble.And that’s when I realized, this man truly and profoundly owns me. I have been utterly, undeniably claimed. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

First time Denial – Update 2

Hey!An update from my side I. Am. So. Horny!Yesterday once the plug felt comfortable, my husband tied me onto a spreader bar that also had hundcuffs for my hands and told me to keep my ass up. So my head was pressed onto the bed while he had a perfect view onto my plugged ass and swollen pussy. He edged me for 75 minutes, longest I have edged before were 20 minutes at most (and I had to set a timer for this one), however being tied down and blindfolded I couldn’t do anything except taking the pleasures he presented me. Once I got too close he teased my ass and pussy with a feather tickler, which felt very good but the touch was too light to cum (yet). Once he released me he demanded a blowjob which I gladly gave him.Afterwards I was told to wear my kegel balls and hand over my toys to him so he could use them when I am tied up. Thinking about he will use the toys and I can’t stop it makes me grool sooooo much!Later that evening he fucked me and afterwards demanded that I edged myself while he played with my nipples. Stopping myself was so incredibly hard but I managed and he told he, how much of a good girl I was.Sleeping was difficult. I woke up in the middle of the night, clit throbbing, incredibly wet. It took me almost an hour to go back to sleep and I thought about waking my husband to release me, but I knew he wouldn’t so I let him sleep.I woke today incredibly wet and my husband started edging me directly after I was awake. Since I was so sensitive, it didn’t take much time to be sooo close!Working has been difficult. I tried to concentrate on work but my throbbing clit sent my thoughts down there eventually.But seriously my clit is so swollen and throbbing all the time, did you experience the same?Also I am afraid that he will ruin my orgasm later on purpose as he knows how much I hate them, as I get 0 release from it and get even more horny afterwards. However my mind tells me, that maybe this is better than nothing? I am pretty sure I will find out later…We don’t have much to do on the weekend so I will probably be mercilessly teased and edged over hours. Let’s see whether I will remain my sanity or will go crazy, so I will either update tomorrow late or on Sunday! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n