Denial log, day 4:

Task 1: I am doing my coin flip and position/location container task. I get 3 minutes to worship my dildo with my mouth or to slowly fuck my pussy. After, I may put my dildo on top of a towel covered pillow and lay down on top of it and grind my pussy on it slowly for 3 minutes. I will do this 6 times with at least 20 minutes in between each round.1: tails, face down and ass up on the floor at the end of my bed, finished at 9:15 amGod it feels so good to push my dildo in and out of me after having it just stuffed inside me making me so squirmy while I finished up yesterday’s log. I started to fuck myself faster but it’s like my pussy has learned that my dildo is just to make sure sir’s cock sleeve stays nice and wet and needy for him, not to fuck me hard and fast. It started clenching around my dildo and my pussy is already so tight that it forced me to keep my slow, deep motions like I’m supposed to. Grinding my clitty and pussy on my dildo like this 6 whole times today is going to make me nothing but a sopping mess. I didn’t want to lose all the control sir has helped me with so far so I helped myself focus by messaging sir while I grinded my exposed little clitty.I messaged sir, “I’m rubbing my pussy on my dildo now and I wanted you to know that all I can think about is how much I wish it was your cock I was rubbing all my juices over. I’m so happy you keep me such a needy slut, not just my pussy but my brain too.”2: tails, one leg up, one leg down on back on end of bed, started at 9:38, finished at 9:45I still can’t believe how tight my pussy is in this position! My arm is tired now from forcing my dildo inside me for three minutes. Now I have an extra thing aching to remind me of what a slutty kitty I am for sir! My clit is getting so worked up from teasing it on my dildo while it’s exposed! The wetter I am the faster my clit hood gets pulled back and the more the sensation of dragging my little clit along a cock makes me squirm! Thank you sir for letting me play like this!3: tails again! On my back with my legs spread on the floor beside my bed. Started at 10:48 ended at 10:56My pussy is so swollen and needy that every time I pushed the dildo inside me I just grinded hard against my gspot! Thank you so so much sir for letting me fill my pussy today! When I finally took the dildo out, so much juice came gushing out of that I heard it! I was so soaked because of that, that when I was grinding my pussy against my dildo my lips and clit just kept slipping all over the place and I couldn’t keep good contact! By the end of my 3 minutes I was just a whimpering, achy mess. I had to lie there for a minute before I could even write this.Update: I had to put panties on already because I’m so drippy! They feel like a punishment now, like my pussy is locked away from me. At least I’m dripping like crazy for sir! I’ll have no problem keeping his cock wet for him! 😁Update: Sir sent me a gift card to buy some new toys for him to tease me with! I ordered some new butt plugs so I can be an even better butt slut for sir, and some new nipple clamps that I can wear under my clothes so that sir can tease my nipples even in between tasks if he decides to! I’m sure sir will want to test them out on me as soon as they get here 😁4: tails, sitting with feet together and knees apart on the floor beside my bed, I got too excited and forgot to check my start and end time, but I’m finishing this part of the log at 12:21.I can’t believe what a lucky slutty kitty I am today with flipping all these tails! My pussy obviously needs to be filled today for sir. I asked if I he would allow me to fuck my pussy faster this round because it’s my favourite position to fill my pussy in! I told him I wouldn’t ask again all day.Sir said yes! I was allowed to fuck my pussy hard and fast and pinch my nipples too! I had to wear my slutty school girl skirt and I’m not allowed to grind my pussy and clit on my dildo after but sir was more than fair to let me do this! I also had to record myself so that I can listen to how much of a soaking wet slutty kitty I am later, and I was supposed to whisper “Fuck your slutty kitty. Thank you for letting me ride your cock” while I was fucking myself. I forgot the exact words though so I said, “thank you sir for letting me fuck my slutty pussy” instead. I apologized to sir and he said that it was okay, I just got too excited and I will have to say the original phrase later.I think I might be squirting, not just being super wet when I take my dildo out! I’ve squirted before but only when I really played hard with my little clitty! I hope sir is happy at how soaked I’m always going to be now if this keeps up!5: heads, face down, ass up on the floor at the end of my bed. Started at 12:51, ended at 1:00After using my pussy so much it was so frustrating to have my soaking wet, bare clitty and asshole just exposed with the cool breeze against it! I’m glad I got heads though, I don’t want to get too used to having my pussy used that much. After spraying my dildo twice today, I feel like I could taste how slutty I am on it. Thinking about sir fucking my pussy to make his cock feel good and then letting me worship his cock while he came down my throat so that I didn’t get too much pleasure from my pussy made me literally leak so much that a trail of my juice ran down my tummy and between my boobs! I’m going to leave it there to remind myself what a drippy slutty kitty I am. I hope sir is happy that I chose to do that on my own.After getting myself so worked up during my last task and then not being allowed to grind on my dildo, my clit was even more sensitive than usual. Especially when sliding over the bump where the head of the cock starts 🤤 it’s getting easier to stop when my alarm goes off because I like being a good slut for sir so much, but it’s not getting any less frustrating!Update: I’m so excited to get to finish my tasks for sir that I’m just laying in bed naked with my legs and pussy spread wide, waiting for my 20 minutes to be up. Every so often I can feel another drop run out of my pussy and down my ass. I wish sir could feel how easy my ass would be to slide his cock into so that I could be his perfect butt slut.6: tails, standing with one leg propped up on my headboardThis was such a good position for my pussy too! My pussy was really easy to slide into at first this time which is new, I usually have to almost force the dildo inside on the first thrust because I’m so tight! I guess it was extra in need of being filled! The inside definitely swelled while I was working it because I could feel my gspot pushing harder and harder against the dildo. I got so wet that my entire dildo was covered, and it was so slimy that it was hard to hold, I ended up having to use both hands which just made me feel like a desperate slut. Probably because I am!This is the best my clit has felt grinding against the soaking dildo. My toes were curled the whole time and when I had to stop, I slid my pussy off the tip of it and that made my whole body twitch and squirm.Treat task: sir is giving me a treat for do my tasks so well! I am to change into my slutty schoolgirl costume and spread my legs in front of the mirror. I will brush my nipples just until they are hard and then clamp them with clothespins. I will insert my butt plug and squeeze around it. Then I may use my brush to brush up and down and side to side on my clit for 3 minutes but I have to go slowly and I can’t take the brush off. Then I get another 3 minutes to twirl the brush on my exposed clit instead of brushing it so that the bristles hit every bit of my sensitive slut button. When I’m finished that, I must put a thumb on either side of my little clitty and stroke up and down with gentle pressure while I listen to the audio I made earlier of me fucking my pussy hard. The whole time, I will think about sitting on sir’s lap squeezing my ass around his cock while he is the one who teases his drippy kitty’s clitty.During this treat my ass felt so full! I ended up edging 2 times and I’m so glad sir let me play with my clit again! It’s so needy and achy now though that it’s turning purple 🤤 twisting the brush on it was so intense but also such a light sensation at the same time that it made me so squirmy I had trouble keeping the brush right on my clit a few times. The whole task I imagined I was sitting on sir’s lap, squeezing around his cock with my ass while he played with my clitty, just like he said to. I automatically said out loud, “thank you for brushing my kitty slut button sir” and I’m so happy that my brain is starting to think that way on its own! The clothespins on my nipples felt so good, I put my top back over them so they were clamping but also pulling on my sensitive little nipples.Task 2: since I got to use my pussy so much already today, sir wants me to only use my mouth so I can be a good suck slut too. I may choose which position but cannot do the same position twice in a row. While worshipping my dildo I may cup my hand over my pussy and press against my clit with my palm but I may not rub or grind. After 3 minutes of this I am to bend over and lightly spank myself while whispering, “mmm, spank your slutty kitty. Thank you for using my mouth”. Again, I must do 6 rotations with at least 20 minutes between each.1: laid on my tummy, brought my knees up and spread them out at the hip, and arched my back so my pussy was fully exposed from the back. Started at 3:30, ended at 3:34Just cupping my pussy was so hard, it made me so wet that it was seeping out between my fingers. My clit is going to be so hungry for more attention after these tasks!I might have spanked harder than sir intended, but I’m so horny and desperate that I couldn’t help it while I was saying my line. I’m so achy now that I’m going to stay in this position for a little while longer just grinding on the air 🙊2: on my back with my head hanging off my bed. Started at 3:58, ended at 4:02It feels like my clit is going to burst it’s so achy! Thank you sir for not letting me play with it, I need it to get needier like this first. I pictured sir slowly pushing his cock down my throat while I was worshipping my dildo, I really wish I could be sliding my wet pussy along it right now too.3: sitting on my heels with my knees spread wide to make me feel extra subby. Started at 4:22, ended at 4:25I was dripping through my fingers again! I could feel my pussy and clitty throbbing against my hand and it drove me wild to feel how needy I’m becoming. Sucking on my dildo in this position also just makes me feel like the perfect little sub slut 😁 I kept thinking about how I wish I could show sir how good my mouth could make his cock feel while he watched me catching my juices in my hands and using it to keep his dick extra wet.4: laid on my tummy, brought my knees up and spread them out at the hip, and arched my back so my pussy was fully exposed from the back. Started at 4:56, ended at 5:00My pussy wasn’t as wet this time, at least it wasn’t pouring out of me like it has been. It was so achy though! Going from so much attention earlier to nothing is so frustrating but it’s good for making me a needy slut. I love slapping my ass like this 😳 it’s just a little bit degrading and I’m happy sir wants me to feel like that sometimes.5: on my back with my head hanging off my bed. Started at 5:21, ended at 5:25I want this dildo to be sir’s cock so badly. This position makes me think non stop about how much I want to taste sir’s cum shooting down my throat while I squirm and he tells me how good of a kitty I’m being for him. It’s getting so much harder for me to not grind my pussy against my hand but I’m not allowed and I have to try so hard to keep being good.6: sitting on my heels with my knees spread wide to make me feel extra subby. Started at 7:07, ended at 7:10I had to move my heels out from under me because I was so close to grinding into them. I had fun really sucking on the dildo so sloppily this time! I had drool all down my chin and dripping onto my chest and combining with my pussy juices.I did my slaps a little bit harder this round so that I could leave a little red mark to maybe show sir! I hope he’s happy and not upset that I spanked myself a little harder 😬Extra: Sir also said that I’m allowed to upload the audio I took earlier to my OnlyFans, so if you all would like to hear me you can!Task 3/Treat task: I am to spread my legs in the air and push my dildo deep inside my pussy and keep it there, no fucking or grinding. I may use my headboard to support my legs and I pushed the end of the dildo against it as well to make sure it didn’t move. For 5 minutes like this I can roll my nipples between two fingers, pinch them, all that good stuff. While doing this I am to imagine sir’s cock resting deep inside me while he plays with my nipples. Then I will lean over my bed and slowly fuck my pussy for 5 minutes but I am not allowed to touch my clit. I will whisper dirty things for sir and remember them so I can tell him what I said.I can’t wish hard enough that it was sir’s cock filling me up and making my pussy clench around it while he rolled and pinched my nipples. That 5 minutes went by way too fast! So did the next 5 too though!I was fucking myself slowly but the angle must have been perfect because so much juice built up wanting me to squirt I could barely even fit the dildo inside my pussy when I pushed super hard! I wanted to keep all that in though because I don’t want the release before bed! I want to go to sleep and wake up a perfectly needy slut for sir. Sir said after that I am allowed to squirt, but we will treat them like edges so I must keep track of them.While I was spanking myself I was saying things like, “thank you for fucking my needy pussy, sir”, “I’m just sir’s desperate cocksleeve”, “my slutty ass needs to be spanked”, “it feels so good to fuck sir’s slutty pussy”, and “I’m sir’s drippy, brainless, slut”. It felt so good saying those things because they’re true, I can’t even decide for myself when to cum or how to play with my pussy. I need sir to make all those decisions for me. Like sir said, he controls my slut button, mouth, nipples, pussy, and ass. They basically belong to sir now.When I messaged sir this morning I wasn’t as drippy as I have been. I was super horny and needy but only a little wet so sir wanted me to brush my clit until I was super drippy. Enough to push my butt plug into my ass with only my own juices as lube! I was to time myself and it took 5 minutes and 51 seconds, and I edged one time as well.Since I was a good drippy kitty again, I inserted my plug and have been clenching and dripping and squirming around it the whole time I’ve been spellchecking and finishing up this log. It’s fun to imagine that it’s not a plug but that every morning I sit down on sir’s cock to keep it nice and warm and it keeps me nice and needy while I write my log for so many strangers to read 😊 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Got drunk with my bestie and told her about juNO. After couple more drinks we made a juNO dare. She still don’t have a clue about reddit stuff. Felt so emberrased next morning until she texted me that she’s in. Day 9 got rough. Laying in my bed naked and all I can think of is DAMN CUMMING.

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Denial Diary – Butt Plug at Graduation

HiiiiiiiI am a slut. As of June 8th, 2021, I have not been allowed to cum for 114 days.Just for some background, I am 18 years old, and I have been owned by my daddy for at least a few months now. Daddy has full control over when I cum, and I won’t be allowed to cum until at least September 14th. Unfortunately for my orgasms, we are both really into denial so that date could very well be pushed back even further. I also just graduated from high school yesterday! 😁For most girls my age, high school graduation is a celebration of academic achievement, as well as stepping into independent adult life for the first time. While these things apply to me, my high school graduation ceremony was also a testament to my status as a denied slut and submissive little girl, as well as my dedication to pleasing daddy!Sorry in advance if this post gets long… If you’d like to skip to just when I graduate scroll down a bit. I promise it’s worth the wait though!3 Days Before Graduation Daddy made me put in my butt plug while he teased me a bunch as I edged late at night (we’re only able to communicate online since we’ve never met). I probably got about 40 edges in before I got too tired and accidentally fell asleep while edging for him. From this point on, the plug is inside me unless stated otherwise (only taken out for bathroom duties).2 Days Before Graduation I mostly had a day off since I was just having a bad day. Daddy comforted me and when I was feeling better later that day he made me put binder clips on my nipples (y’know, those wide black clips that are really tight) until I was begging him to let me take them off. I guess daddy was in a sadistic mood that day cuz he made me rip them off. It hurt SOOOO much and it made me gasp and whimper a lot in pain, but it also made me so wet cuz I’m a little pain slut. I was rubbing daddy’s clit (it’s on my body but he owns it) so hard as I ripped them off.The Day Before The day before graduation, I was on the phone with a friend of mine for a while. Daddy made me put bobby pins on my nipples the whole time and it made me super needy so I managed to sneak in a handful of edges while on the phone. Later that day I wanted to torture my nipples some more for daddy so I put the binder clips on again. He was nice and let me take them off later normally this time, probably cuz I put them on myself. I still had to beg for permission to remove them, of course. Again, I edged for daddy late at night, but this time my plug was out because daddy let me take a short 1-2 hour break from it so I wouldn’t get sore. While I was edging and talking with daddy, my slutty brain had the idea to have a bunch of naughty things written all over my body (under my clothes) for graduation the following day, since I really like bodywriting cuz’ it’s very degrading. I was supposed to insert my plug again before bed, but I accidentally fell asleep while edging again so I spent the night with my ass empty, unfortunately. I’m really glad daddy didn’t punish me for this. I put the plug in the moment I woke up, and saw that daddy had written out a list of things to write on myself for graduation tomorrow. 😙GRADUATION DAY!! Finally, the main event! I had gone through so much teasing and edging and pain the last few days and now I was so excited to finally finish high school! Daddy was originally planning on this being mostly a day off from me being slutty, since it was such an important event. I had other plans, though. For basically the entire morning I was edging myself as I texted daddy. We talked about how much I wanted to swallow his cum in increasingly humiliating ways (e.g. licking it out of another girl’s pussy, fingering it out of my ass and then licking my fingers clean of his cum, etc.) I guess that turned daddy on because then he made me put bobby pins onto my nipples again. Daddy made me pull my butt plug out and put it into my mouth while I fingered my ass with 3 fingers. I did this for about 10-15 minutes, until I had to go shower since graduation was getting nearer. Daddy instructed me to take the plug out and keep it out for the rest of the day, but I asked if I could at least keep it in for the shower. Thankfully, he agreed.I asked daddy if I had permission to edge in the shower and he said that I could, but I couldn’t use my hands in any way (not to touch and also not to hold anything else that would pleasure me). I tried positioning myself so that the water in the shower would hit daddy’s clit as much as possible, but it wasn’t nearly enough to edge me. Desperate, I frantically looked around the shower for things I might be able to hump. I settled on the metal handrail that was in the shower. If I leaned into it and pressed myself against the wall I could barely get daddy’s clit to rub across the metal handrail. I pathetically humped like this for a few minutes, only managing to get a handful of frustrating, humiliating edges in since the awkward position gave such little contact. I guess you can see just how desperate I was. Having my body pressing against the shower wall + me being all soapy made the bobby pins slip off (ouch), allowing my sensitive little nipples to rub against the wall as I moved up and down a bit to slide daddy’s clit across the handrail, which I think helped me edge a lot. Thankfully cuz I was in the shower I was able to moan as loud as I wanted to 😋. Daddy let me keep the bobby pins off after I finished showering since I did such a good job of being a desperate edgeslut in the shower for him.At this point daddy wanted me to take the plug out, but I still had a few hours before I had to get dressed so I begged to keep it in for a bit longer. He agreed, but said I had to be kneeling for him and the moment I got up I had to take it out. I took a sharpie marker to write on myself with and began kneeling. Using some of daddy’s ideas from last night, as well as some of my own, I wrote the following things on my body in permanent marker:The first letter of daddy’s first name (right above his clit to mark ownership)Denied (I put one tally mark underneath for each week it’s been since I had my last orgasm, so 16 marks total)Cum In… (I put tally marks under for each week until I would be allowed to cum, 9 total)Cum hungry slutDaddy’s whorePathetic cocksleeve (written in big letters across my entire left thigh)Free useHurt meDeny meFucktoyCum here (with an arrow pointing to daddy’s cunt)Cum dumpAnd probably a few others I forgot… I even sent daddy a few pictures of some of the things I wrote on myself to show off and humiliate myself further (gotta make daddy horny, don’t I?)At this point I had a dilemma: I never planned to stay plugged during graduation, but now I was so horny from writing nasty things all over myself and the idea of graduating as a humiliated slut turned me on sooo much… I was really nervous about it so I ran the idea past daddy and he also really liked it and said I can do it if I wanted but it was up to me. So, I did it. I left the plug out for about an hour before since I didn’t want to get too sore from it later, and then I put it back in right before I put on my clothes and graduation gown! The whole process of getting changed into my graduation attire with a butt plug in me was such an adrenaline rush!Now, the actual event. This is it! I was about to graduate high school as a slut. I still could barely process what was happening. When I sat down, the base of my plug was really uncomfortably pinching part of my butt (I guess my ass is too round lol😉), and since I was wearing so many layers of clothes over it I really couldn’t adjust it. It hurt kinda bad but being able to stand up here and there (like for the national anthem) made it bearable. As daddy later said, it was a constant reminder that he was there with me, which I thought was really cute! I quite literally couldn’t ignore the fact that I was plugged at my graduation ceremony. I’ll spare you the boredom of sitting through like an hour and a half of speeches and awards and other names being called like I did and skip straight to the goods:Finally, my row was called up, I still couldn’t believe this was actually happening! As I was in the line to grab my diploma, the only thing that kept running through my mind was “I am a slut. I am a slut. I am a slut.” Even through all my nervousness I could feel that I had developed a wet spot on my panties. Had orgasm denial fucked with my head so much that this is where I was? Had I really become such a kinky whore for daddy? IN HIGH SCHOOL??? I didn’t have time to think any more, it was time to graduate!Sooo…yeah. I walked across that stage and shook hands with my school’s headmaster as I grabbed my high school diploma, in front of ALL my friends and family, literally hundreds of other families, and even a local news crew who was filming the whole event. All while secretly covered in the most degrading things my dirty mind could think of, topped off with a butt plug 4 inches deep in my ass. God, I hope I didn’t blush too hard. There was definitely at least 2,000 people watching (because my school is massive), not to mention anybody who might have been watching on TV.I guess you could call that a uh… Degrade-uation? ba-dum-tiss…no? Not funny?….. fine….🙂I got home late at night because I was doing other things with my family to celebrate. I took my plug out in the bathroom right after the ceremony ended, though, since I didn’t want it to pinch or hurt anymore. In hindsight I probably could have just adjusted it to not pinch my butt and kept wearing it a bit longer into the night, but I was just so exhausted after the event.I started edging for daddy a bit super late at night once I was home, but unfortunately I didn’t get very many in before I accidentally fell asleep while edging…..again……..Now: So here we are today: I am now officially done with high school! I was going to take today completely off to just relax, but horniness got the best of me yet again. I put my plug back in after I ate lunch because my ass feels empty without it and then daddy told me to put bobby pins on my nipples yet again. So as I write this my nipples are still pinned and I am still plugged 😚. I’m sooo horny, I really really hope daddy rewards me tonight with a ruined orgasm. Maybe if I beg him enough…Now once I get my graduation portrait I can hang it up some place in my room and blush a little whenever I look at it for years to come, knowing that behind the fancy gown and clothes, there was a plugged, denied, completely humiliated whore.Soo..why am I writing this? I guess I just have this innate drive within me to show off to the world how much of a dirty slut I’ve become, or something like that. I’m extremely shy and get embarrassed/humiliated easily, so being able to tell potentially hundreds of people just how much of a slut I am really turns me on. Please degrade me more. Please make fun of how this shy, quiet, skinny, small, innocent high school girl has become such a slut due to her inability to cum.Thank you for reading!!! Hope that wasn’t too long… female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Weekly Report

I want to preface this by saying you can go to the pinned post on u/Separate-Amoeba’s account and read my reports there if you want more background or whatever – I usually don’t post these here but I might start.I’m at 48 edges as I write this!Last week, I did an edge by grinding on a piece of my furniture as I described before, but I was so busy describing it that I forgot to thank sir. This probably wouldnt have been a big deal, except I forgot to thank him for my orgasm so I had to be punished for being ungrateful. He decided to take my clit and cunt away for a week (which is crazy long because the longest I’ve gone is a few days!!!!) but a couple days in I convinced him to give me my clit back in exchange for him keeping my cunt for the whole rest of the month. I might be out of town on July 1st, but I’ll definitely be using my cunt that day, because I really miss it.I can go a while without touching or filling myself, but whenever I know it’s not allowed I think about it all the time and it’s honestly the worst punishment ever, but it always works without exception.I discovered that I love repeating mantras (they actually kind of help me when he takes my clit away), so I asked sir to give me a degrading one that I could repeat when I was in the mood (and I’m always in the mood to be degraded) and he gave me “I’m an object sir, please treat me like one” which I’ve been saying a lot even though I kind if get embarrassed when I actually think about what I’m saying.Okay – public stuff!!! Earlier this week I told sir that I had stuff to do so I couldn’t talk, and somehow that turned into him telling me what to wear (short skirt and no panties) and after I was done with my stuff and sitting on a bench in the park around some other people, we had a very hot conversation, and I definitely made some kind of involuntary sound. I told him to stop because I was going to give myself away, and ended up leaving the park because I needed to clean myself up or I was going to get a wet spot on the dress which would be embarrassing.Sir told me to send him a picture of my outfit and a picture up my skirt, but somehow the second one turned into a video pointed up my skirt as I fingered my ass and moaned (I wasn’t bratting or anything, he just changed it) but I (successfully) begged him to change it back, because I’ve only really humiliated myself through audio and the thought of doing it on video and sending it is terrifying. I have this irrational fear that he’s actually someone I know and will recognize me if I send him too much identifying stuff.I tried to get sir to send me another audio (I’ve been begging a lot) while I was in public, because I think knowing that I’m giving myself away while around people pleases him. No dice. But I hope it’ll happen soon! I’ve listened to the other one so many times, it hardly sounds like words anymore. I actually do like the public idea… for those of you who don’t know I’m ridiculously easily aroused, so it’s pretty much impossible to keep a poker face when I read a text from him that turns me on, and I remember having an obvious reaction to the audio that he sent me, so i want to see which part of me wins if i listened to one in public. He told me to just listen to the old one, but even though that one always makes me wet it’s not new enough to provoke a reaction like that.Oh that’s right! Sir told me he had a reward for me, and I got really excited about what this reward could possibly be, but… apparently he’s extending my no-cunt weekends to include Mondays too. Uhh… thanks, I guess.I don’t remember if I mentioned this but I have a rule where every edge each day has to have something different about it. I forgot about that and did three identical edges, so my punishment was to think of three ways to hurt myself to amuse him. I’m actually not bad with coming up with punishments for myself, because I know exactly what I like. The first one I ripped clothespins off my tits. The second one I smacked my cunt with a wooden spoon for ten minutes straight (it was pink and sore afterwards, which sucked a lot more than you realize when you imagine being pink and sore, but I did end up edging right afterwards because I liked it) and for the last one I slapped myself in the face many times while repeating mantras he gave me, and mantras I made up (those are way less fun), and generally just rambling the way he wants me to do in audios but I can’t do it when I know he’s going to listen to it.Sir also tried to tell me my clit is useless – I very much disagree, I think my clit is very important and that he should never ever take it away. I have a feeling that most of the people reading this agree that it’s useless and should be taken away, but I know that I’m right.That’s it! 🙂 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

beginner denial update (1 week!!)

i’ve officially made it one week without cumming!! i did accidentally have a ruined orgasm on the 4th but i didn’t get to enjoy a full orgasm, my last official one was on may 30th. i’m feeling good, i think i can make it this month with juNO, but i’m constantly horny, so horny that i have been wearing my dildo and plug as i sleep to keep my holes filled i listened to cal’s curse a couple times too!! hard to do it because i’m not alone most of the time but whenever i have free time i do 🙂 it’s getting harder to bring myself to edge the longer i go without cumming, i’m wondering if i should do some no touch to help that maybe? should i be punished for my ruined orgasm? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n