Month: September 2020

I went 38 days without an orgasm and now I’ve gone almost 10 with as many as I want and I have to say, I prefer denial, or at least giving someone else control. My first orgasm after my period of denial was intense and mind-blowingly wonderful. I felt it in every nerve of my body and it lasted so long. It was an award, given to me by Sir, for my good behavior. It was earned and after being a combination of no touch, endless edges, ruins it was incredible.My online Dom and I have been taking a break on the near 24/7 dynamic we had during my denial. During this time I’ve been able to have endless orgasms. And honestly, the orgasm I give myself are nice, they just aren’t anything special. In fact, I’ve been purposefully putting off making this post because my punishment is not being allowed to touch myself. It’s only been a few days and I had my last orgasm fairly recently, but already I can feel the subtle changes taking effect.Last time I was in denial my libido skyrocketed along with my self confidence, I was able to erode mental barriers, and the increased sensitivity was a bonus.I also found that I was spending more mental energy focusing on my tasks and planning my day to comply with Sir’s orders, that I didn’t have the bandwidth to concern myself with thinking about my insecurities. I was free from my own self and let me tell you, it’s liberating. I feel sexier and more desirable than I used to. I’m also more open to trying new things. All the ‘what ifs’ are silenced and I’m having fun. Just a couple weeks ago I went out to the forest, got naked and edged myself. It was exhilarating and such a huge turn on.The only part I wasn’t prepared for when I first went into denial was how intensely I felt things. It was like my emotions had been lying dormant my whole life and suddenly they were bubbling up to the surface, demanding attention. It was slightly alarming but now I recognize it as growth and I’m learning how to be a full-grown human being.So ultimately, this is for all of you like me, who lurked and read post after post wondering if I should try it. The answer is yes, the throbbing clit and aching nipples are 100% worth it. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

I feel like i am ready now to dominate your clit and edge you for an hour.I did several dom/sub online sessions , and i really felt in love with edging.Something about me :  I am just a normal girl who loves her BF, but when I am home alone I turn myself into porn junkie and enjoy myself the best I can . I love myself very much, I think I am perfect and I love to masturbate in front of mirror. My idea is to focus on your edging entirely by teasing you via porn and giving you instructions and controlling your edges very precisely.I want to call you via skype or discord and share my screen so i can put porn video we will both watch.I want to talk to you and tell you how to play with your clit.I want to hear you moaning so i can very precisely keep you on edge for a long time.PM me and we can startPS its okay if you are shy, i will work with you and make you feel warm. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Master : u/-WickedJester- Edgeslut: Me Cumslut: u/keevia_is_a_slut Analslut: u/tolietgirl Denialslut: u/DenialSlaveToday Master made all his sluts fuck their ass with the biggest thing we have (This slut used a bottle) and watch a 2 hour video of an Asian slave being fucked in the ass with dildos, cock, and other things. Denialslut finished first as it woke up earlier than Edgeslut, so it won a ruined orgasm. However, since Edgeslut woke up late, Master allowed Edgeslut to have 5 ruins as a reward. But Edgeslut chose to sacrifice those 5 ruins so that it could edge instead. Those 5 ruins were given to Denialslut instead. Sadly, Analslut had to leave the harem. As a result, Master is looking for another slave to add to his glorious Harem. Please DM Master or any of his current sluts to apply.Master’s sluts never cum. Master’s sluts only edge. Good sluts want to edge. Good sluts don’t want to cum. A gift (O-word) is temporary but edging is forever. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Hey all you deviants I’m very new here & very interested in the depravity I’m reading aboutI’m 25F and work in tech, working full time from home. I’d love if I were more disciplined to deny myself, but I always end up making myself cum sooner than I’d like!I’d love to have someone to help me stay accountable and to also come up with fun games and challenges to keep things interesting and hopefully with enough rewards too :)Lots of kinks and interests, and some hard limits including public, pee, & poopMessage/chat me to find out more & see if we might be a good match! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

I’m gonna start linking my previous posts in these.. feel free to read them if you’d like (and yes I did switch accounts halfway through)#1 – #2 – #3 – #4 – #5 – #6​Today I was able to wear, like, normal clothes to school today for the first time in about 2 weeks.. of course I was still plugged but I still had a bra, panties, regular fitting clothing, normal stuff. So, my day at school was mostly normal, up until my last class. I started reading a comment thread on my last post of Sir and another dom discussing things to do to me and all that… I’m really embarrassed by how much that turned me on haha.. to see other people just talk about me like I’m some object to be experimented on 🙂 My face got sooo red from embarrassment and I started squirming around in my chair cuz of it.. only made worse by the fact that I was in class surrounded by other people. I am SO glad I had a mask on hahaha I looked like a fucking tomatoSir put me on entirely on no-touch until I would offer him something to trade.. sooo I thought for a while and offered to try and put 4 ice cubes in my ass because my record was 3 before. He agreed and said that if I could get all the ice in with my plug I could have my nipples back :)I didn’t think I could do it but I did! It felt sooooo fucking cold, my legs were so shaky and I could barely stand up from the sensation of being so full and so cold at the same time. Because I told sir about how hard it is to walk with all the ice, he of course made me walk back to the kitchen for more ice cubes 🙂 I then had to put 1 in his pussySir challenged me to put more ice cubes in my ass after the first 4 had melted down.. and ofc I wanted to impress him so why not.I managed to barely put in 3 more before plugging myself up again. Having so much cold water and ice inside me made me feel so full!Then I heard a knock on the door and saw out the window that the mailman was at the door with a package.. I had to go answer him wearing nothing but a shirt and panties, plugged and with 7 ice cubes worth of water in me. If only he knew hahaha.. I tried hiding behind the door but I’m sure he must’ve noticed that I didn’t have pants, maybe he even saw the massive wet spot on my panties.. :)Sir made me do 25 jumping jacks with all the water inside, and it was so difficult. I had to stop a few times just to prevent my plug from flying out while doing them. It was so hard to keep all the water in, even if I had a literal butt plug in me. Thankfully, sir was nice and he let me release the water right after. Turns out putting 7 ice cubes in your ass and letting it melt works as like a half assed (no pun intended) enema haha..Sir told me to put 3 new cubes in right after I had gotten rid of the first 7. Ughhhh. Thankfully, he made a trade where I could not put in any more ice cubes today but only if I did 7 again tomorrow. I think because I mentioned how hard it was to walk with all that ice he’s gonna make me put in 7 ice cubes and go on a walk outside tomorrow… Kinda nervous for how that’s gonna go :)Then I shaved sir’s pussy and ass again to make sure I’m completely smooth and soft for him :)I then put a piece of tape over his pussy because I don’t really need it to please sir after all, do I? It gives me pleasure, not him.I was conveniently home alone now, so I got completely naked (as I always do when home alone now) and just played with my nipples while staring at sir’s denied, taped up cunt and needy clit. I told sir how needy his clit was and asked if I could touch it. He allowed me to tap it just once. Such a tease, just one light tap on his clit was all I needed to moan and then beg him to let me do it again. So pathetic how much pleasure I got from that one tap.Sir mentioned an idea that was given to him by one of you guys, that I could only be allowed to touch his clit by slapping it full force :)I was so horny and desperate to touch myself I asked if we could try that, so he agreed and let me slap his clit. Since I was home alone, I could just go wild and hit it as hard as I wanted to. I swung as hard as I could and I’m embarrassed to say it but I really liked it. It made his clit sting like hell but hey, pain is still stimulation, right?(thanks to u/Nobody_max for this idea! I really liked it heh)Sir put me in the Sex Doll position and teased me about how his clit was so needy that slapping it still felt good, before telling me to do 10 in a row without stopping. Ouch.It hurt so much aaaghh but it still felt good because I was so horny… sir asked me if I wanted to slap myself more and I said yes without hesitating at all.. he asked me how many I wanted and, well, I said 50 haha.. I felt so slutty asking to slap his clit full force 50 times, what a pathetic and slutty thing to ask for..Sir made me lay flat on my back with my legs together, and I asked him if I could tie my legs together so I couldn’t squirm as much, and of course he agreed. I love being restrained so much :)I wrote S L U T in big letters right across my chest in permanent marker so every time I looked down while naked I would be reminded of who I am.I had to untie myself and get dressed after my parents got back home, and now here I am writing this. I am really horny still, but at least sir’s clit got some relief today :)If you have ideas on how to deny me, punish me, anything like that.. message Sir (u/dominatedme) with your contributions :)Thank you for reading! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

I love the idea of denial & it gets me really excited, but when I’m playing alone with nobody to keep me honest, eventually I get so horny and the desire to cum is too great, so I just do it. Afterwards I kind of wish I hadn’t, because I immediately miss that super-horny-can’t-think-about-anything-except-cumming headspace.How do you stay disciplined enough to continually edge and play with yourself without going over the edge? What’s the motivation?Also open to any ideas for tactics/games that I could play with myself, especially all-day activities when I’m working from home, that might make it more fun to not cum so fastThanks 🙂 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n